euthymia (euthymia) wrote,

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Question for today

I have long believed that the noblest pursuit is connection with another human being. Trying to reach their spirit, to know them as much as we can possibly know others. To provide their soul with comfort.

Why do I feel so punished as the result of following this? Did I do something wrong?

I know it hurts to lose someone you care about. I know it especially hurts to be rejected by the person you care the most about.

But this....seems unfathomable. I look at my surroundings, the home where I have lived for a dozen years, and there is no comfort.

The price I am now paying seems unfairly high.
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